Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Experience

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmKMkXV_US4
20 years together, and they still can't sing in harmony - but it's the taking part that counts.
One of our more lucid free thinkers:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E21MdXe3BOQ
51 years a Member of Parliament, he retired to spend more time in politics.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Dreams

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HxZKa4NwGo
One of our greatest artists.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b00h33wk/Bruce_Springsteen_on_Songwriting/
"IN NEW York, two weeks before the US presidential election, Barack Obama was introduced at a fund-raising rally which featured one of his most famous supporters, rock legend Bruce Springsteen. Senator Obama revealed to the crowd:
"I just told Michelle that the reason I'm running for president is because I can't be Bruce Springsteen."
Scotland on Sunday
25 January 2009
http://scotlandonsunday.scotsman.com/comment/Bruce-Springsteen-profile-Bluecollar-Boss.4911008.jp
The elements
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mioGewkWVdo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ydk3JDr1Z_c&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSf7_5YC2Go
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Cuckoos

The Princess kampai-ed with sake and I got my third, annual, square wooden cup (masu) - wonder how many more of those I'll acquire.
Then went down a British pub for a couple of pints of Spitfire and a chicken and mushroom pie and became somewhat (more) disoriented. Rugby on the telly.
Tuesday night I was invited to a bar run by one of my old dears that I teach once a week. We, the sole customers, were greeted on entry by a bloke who looked like a cross between Alice Cooper, Stanley Baxter and Ken Dodd, with a Sid James filthy laugh. Scantily clad in a skimpy low-cut red satin dress, but also wearing a pin-striped jacket to keep warm, he or she flopped and fauned like a kawai schoolgirl in the most over-the-top camp manner I have ever personally been faced with. He or she was joined by what I took to be a seriously obese schoolboy/munchkin who literally ran around in circles but turned out to be a young lady. Lesbian, naturally. The conversation was dominated by Alice Cooper whose main theme, nay obsession, was his or her and other people's sexuality. I have to say I found this slightly taxing.
Then I was asked in Pythonesque manner ("Excuse me - If it's not a personal question, are you a virgin?" "Not a personal question? How much more personal can you get?!") "Is this your first time in a gay bar?" I am with four little old ladies that I normally have tea and cake with. "Do you find Alice attractive?" And so on. It turned out that Alice was 46 and looking for a husband. Apparently he/she had had three successful operations in Thailand, which he/she was keen to point out, literally.
And then the karaoke machine was wheeled out. Thankfully a bottle of decent brandy was also on hand - Alice kept me topped up. I was press-ganged into singing 'Top of the World' by the Carpenters, as the grannies sang along, slapping their knees. I thought of 'One flew over the Cuckoo's Nest'. The bar owner and I sang a lovely duet of the Tennessee Waltz. I also recall 'You were always on my mind' and 'Strangers in the Night'.
Very strange.
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=AeZxRYXZ154
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=onap0Wou5Lg
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=FORgf_CXklE
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=Zjz16xjeBAA
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=syPZZxxFCe0
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=Gawdjmxdssk
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=hlSbSKNk9f0
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=mq5pLi0huhw
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=kRNdap-ioNM&feature=related
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Message from Michael
Tuesday, January 20th, 2009
Friends,
Message from Michael
This happy, happy day!
We have made it through the Dark Ages and here we are,
in one of the most redemptive moments history has ever witnessed.
Barack Obama is our best hope to get it right,
to heal our national soul,
to reach out to the rest of the world with an olive branch instead of shocking brutality.
I want to take this opportunity to thank each and every one of you who has worked to make this day happen. For many, the madness goes back, not eight years but twenty-eight years,
to the tragic day Reagan was sworn in to dismantle our precious "government of the people" and our beloved way of life. To all of you who have spoken up and spoken out, who have written letters and marched for peace, for all of you who never gave up, you are the true heroes today. Many of you have suffered great economic losses. Some of you have endured a loved one being shipped overseas to senseless and shameful wars, and thousands of you have seen those loved ones returned home, no longer alive. It has been a heartbreaking time. But the sun comes out at noon today. The disgraced outgoing president will slide out the side door and head to Crawford to sell the Hollywood set known as the Bush "ranch" before he settles down in an exclusive neighborhood in Dallas.
I would encourage Mr. Bush to issue one final pardon before noon today -- his own. He had better issue a blanket pardon for all crimes that may have been committed since 2001 by himself, Cheney, Rumsfeld and the whole gang. Serious laws were broken, a war was concocted on a lie, and now, please, justice must be carried out. So let us move forward and fix the horrible mess we are in. We are fortunate to have a new president who is smart and kind and committed to serving his country. Take a moment today and think about what you can do to join him in helping him do his job. We're all in this together. Our country has been so profoundly wrecked by an administration who decided to mug our constitution and then steal what they can for their Wall Street cronies on the way out the door.
Here is my plea: Let's not leave Barack Obama alone to clean up the mess. As he takes his oath today, please take one yourself -- to work harder than ever to end these wars, create universal health care, save our planet, end poverty, increase knowledge and establish a true government "of, by and for the people" (instead of "of, by and for the lobbyists, the bankers, and the war profiteers").
On a personal note, it's no secret that I have had to suffer an avalanche of hate and attack as I stuck my neck out to simply do my job. Some day I will tell you what the true cost of this has been for me, but not today. Today is a time for celebration and optimism and hope. I'm glad we all lived to see this incredible moment. And I thank each of you for your support of my work and your dedication to our democracy. 12:01pm can't come soon enough!
Happy Inauguration Day!
Yours,
Michael Moore
MMFlint@aol.com
MichaelMoore.com
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=usRHgEXD0Ss&feature=related
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=ijnZTPP38YM
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=IXAF06qJ84A
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=BmKMkXV_US4
PS From Dekoboko: Prove how liberal and new and free you are, how much you want change, and get out of Afghanistan. Stop bombing. Stop bombing civilians, even if they are foreign and non-white, and sub-human, in your (colour-blind?) American eyes. Stop supporting and supplying those that justify bombing civilians, in a 'just cause', to teach them a lesson. What lesson?
http://mikelidgley.blogspot.com/search?q=obama
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Simplicity
His language was interesting as he had learned a load of technical, scientific, medical English, but very little of the bits in between. I have half-learnt some of these bits in Japanese so between us we could communicate quite well:
anato-no seki-wa productive cough desu-ka?
Oh yes - very productive
Phlegm-wa nani iro desuka?
Kind of yellowish-green
Ah so - wakarimashita
Anyhow, he gave me lots of drugs, five in fact, and I feel much better already. So, the lesson is, don't put it off.
May have mentioned this a while ago, but anyway - a couple of years ago I went on a road trip. In a long-wheel base, ex-army landrover, with two kittens. Bed in the back, kittens separated from me by a wire mesh. I had never had kittens before and was surprised to learn how different they can be. Thisbe would do anything to get near me and went through Houdini-like contortions to arrive on my lap, curl up and purringly go to sleep, as we pootled along. Obi half-heartedly had a go at following her but basically couldn't be bothered, as long as he had a warm place in the back. Very surprisingly, Thisbe would try to tell Obi how to get through the mesh, pointing out with her nose the gap she squeezed through, to no avail.
But then Obi was great too. So into just going along with whatever was fun. Like being playfully eaten by Luna, a Bernese mountain dog - they slept together.
Anyway, I was alone for three weeks, more or less. Every evening I had to find some completely out-of-the-way spot so the kittens could freely wander about outside at night. I made a camp-fire, grilled some chops, drank some wine, and gave them the bones - in some wonderful places.
On the way there, a conversation started up in my head, between the rational me and the emotional me - going over the whys and the why nots. Got quite animated.
On the way back, I re-visited the same spots, re-lit the same damp black campfires, and this third presence within me started to make himself known. Some wise know-it-all, who had clearly been enjoying listening to the banter going on between Mr Rational and Mr Emotional. But he kind of knew what the outcome would be.
I like to think of these three as the mind, heart and solarplexus, or reason, emotions and gut feelings.
A couple of years later, here in Japan actually, I managed to open up a channel between these three, for a while, with an incredible rush of awareness - almost trippy.
The upshot being, apart from a great deal of collateral damage to those nearest to me, was the understanding that we need to achieve some kind of balance amongst these three. If we rely on our reason alone, well, we probably would lead very comfortable lives but perhaps not so fulfilling, maybe. If I had let reason alone dictate my life then I guess I would have followed my grandfather George's advice to me at the age of 10 or so and got a job in a bank. I still remember the feeling of total disbelief when he suggested this, as if he had recommended spending the night in a vat of eels.
On the other hand, I continue to learn that our emotions are wonderful things, which we should relish, but which are in a constant state of flux, at least mine are, and are totally unreliable as a basis of making life-changing decisions. Emotions are real - for the moment. They enable us to experience the reality of the moment. I am reminded of a dear friend, a kind of West Country cowboy figure, whose name was Gunn, who had led a life following hunches and emotions - we ended up together for a while in Libya, drinking vaste quantities of home-made plonk, playing that card game - cribbage - and generally philosophising. I remember him telling me one time he had a dream of a place name in Mexico. He got his (Iranian) wife, their two girls, put them in a car and drove down there from California, with the idea of starting a business and spending the rest of their lives there. They finally drove into a small, dusty, poverty-stricken, middle-of-nowhere, like Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid in Bolivia, turned round and drove straight back home again. I have done similar things once or twice.
So, anyway - a dear friend gave me the book 'Sophie's World' recently, and I was reading it in the doctor's waiting room, and was delighted to learn that a chap called Plato had thought something similar 2,500 years ago, which was highly reassuring. About the three parts of us. Sort of. Head (reason, wisdom, mind), chest (heart, emotions, will), abdomen (solarplexus, gut feelings, appetite). And the need for opening up channels, and balance.
So we are coming to the end of yet another term. Just a few tests to go. I have had a class of 35 young men - I can call them that now as we had Coming of Age Day (20) the other day - who all appear to be dysfunctional in some way, as far as I can tell. All scientists, with no apparent interest in learning a foreign language, even if it is global, who have come through 6 years of English lessons at school with the same proficiency I had in German aged 16, after 4 years of being shouted at by our German teacher. We did 'basic writing' on computer blogs - that way they could at least read each others' work, which I hoped would give it some meaningful point. One chap, I noticed, loved reading, and was heading off into the Russians - Dostoevsky's 'Crime and Punishment', and had just started Tolstoy's 'War and Peace'. I sent him a message suggesting he read Turgenev's 'Fathers and Sons', and Sholokhov's 'And Quiet Flows the Don', which I had read at his age. He came up to me at the end of the final class, and showed me the copy of 'Fathers and Sons' that he'd just got out of the library.
Speaking of which, I was walking along the beach just now and a friend joggingly overtakes me, and says that I am easily recognisable a mile away because of my walk. He says I walk with my hands held behind my back - which is what my father used to do, and I have noticed my kids do it too sometimes.
Another friend told me yesterday that he had tried an experiment with the voice recognition thing on his I-phone, and had asked it to ring his favourite girlfriend - apparently it suggested calling me.
And my final random thought - yesterday I was on the bus home, coming along the coast road - the Sun was thinking about sinking and it was a beautiful crisp afternoon, so I got off the bus and walked along the beach. And there was a chap playing the ukulele, to the sea. Ah, I thought, a dekoboko instrument - just a few chords and Bob's your uncle. I have a vague memory of being told that my father could play the ukulele - 'When I'm cleaning windows' by George Formby, but I find it hard to believe. Anyway, I youtubed 'ukulele' and was reminded that nothing is simple.
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=9toJRdu2bXQ
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=sfmAeijj5cM
Things do not change; we change.
Henry David Thoreau, Walden
Monday, January 12, 2009
Kite
I stopped at the wooden platform at the summit, to admire yet another sunset across the windswept bay. Below me a great flock of kite launched itself from the wood, and slowly soared and wheeled apart and together again, leaning into the wind, with hardly a flap of their outspread wings.
Why? Some kind of evening communion perhaps, a final show of solidarity and bonding between a group that spends the day fighting over the titbits below. In the long run we are all together.
Or perhaps they merely want to spread their wings one last time before the fast-coming night envelopes them on their thin chilly perch.
Or perhaps they just love gliding through the air. Can't get enough.
Reminded me of sailing - perhaps the nearest thing we can readily get to that apparently effortless ease of movement through the ether. Same aerodynamic principle. I had an envious urge to climb on the platform rail and launch myself off and join them for a while.
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=k50emadHTJ4&feature=related
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=VWMmolrId_4
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=COR3lMXKAfg
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=4Zvz2GJaIqI&feature=related
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
No smoke without fire
Ate pretty well - highlights included part of my neighbours' goat on Christmas Day, home-made tagliatelle (all over the kitchen), and a couple of home-made tiramisu.
Sang a lot. Laughed a lot.
Felled, cut, chopped and burned humungous amounts of wood. Used a couple of large Douglas fir trunks to shore up the bridge. We are still having circulation problems inside, so although we were warm enough we were also frequently smoked out while the fires really got going. The result was that ourselves and our belongings all reeked of smoke, despite washing. On the penultimate day I tried washing my going-home clothes in a bucket and then broke the thick ice on the vasca in order to dunk them up and down with an axe handle, by way of rinsing. But when I got on the plane in Florence the poor bloke next to me spent the trip with his jumper pulled over his nose, while the people behind me made sarcastic comments about smoked salmon. A woman on the train back in Japan sat next to me then immediately got up and moved away with an air of disgust.
The trip back was dreadful - Charles de Gaulle airport was snowed under so everything was super-delayed - when we finally got onto the plane 2 hours late we then spent an hour on the tarmac before take-off, and another one the other end waiting first for steps and then a bus to get us to the terminal, etc etc. Never again.
However, I am now 'home', everything has been washed, and tomorrow is another day.
Happy New Year!
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=S5w1Gxonito&feature=related